Wednesday, December 17, 2008

:: It Can't Be Christmas Again Already! ::

But unfortunately it damn sure is that time of year again!

Makes no kind of sense to me, seems like just yesterday Lisa and I were riding around listening to our music and looking at big houses and their light displays! But it wasn't yesterday, it was a year ago! Sucks, but its alllll good, means that my birthday is coming up!!!

A bitch is about to turn 21 in exactly 6 weeks from today! I can't freaking believe it! I will be able to go EVERYWHERE with my girls, and not have to stress a damn thang! Who cares who is working at the door, who cares whos I.D. I might have to borrow ( hehe ) I will be able to go my damn self! YAY! Can't wait!

Sooooo, not much else going on in my world, other than moving out into an apartment with Brandi and Ryan! Other than that, ain't shit poppin off! Work work work work, thats it! Thats allllll Im about! Wish it was more than that, but its not for real!

Welllllllllllllllllllllllllllll I am outta here, nothing else to say..... as a p.s. I will be starting to put things up that happen at work, this place is hilarious! haha. Just wait!

Monday, December 15, 2008

:: You GOT to be kidding me right ? ::

Wellllllllllllllll now people!

Lots of things have gone on since the last time I posted a blog! But this new and entertaining ass news is topping anything that has happened in the last 20 years of my life!!

My mufugan brother might be a dad! He is right now, as we speak, at the E.R. with his girl finding out if she is having a miscarriage or not! I hope not for the babys sake, but hope so for his and his girls sake. They are in no way shape or form ready for a baby! She already has an adorable little girl, and she needs all the attention right now she is still very young!

I can't even write anymore, and I can't even focus to do so if I wanted to! Peace!!

OMFG I LOVE BEEVONERD!
☆♥☆JA​NUARY​☆♥☆

Who kisse​d you on New Years​? Noone

Did you have a New Year'​s Resol​ution​ this year?​To make more money and have fun being 21

Does it snow where​ you live?​For an hour or two, yeah..

Do you like hot choco​late?​ Yes, love it!

Have you ever been to Times​ Squar​e to watch​ the ball drop?​ Nope!

☆♥☆FE​BRUAR​Y☆♥☆

Who was your Valen​tine?​ Don't remember!

When you were littl​e did you buy Valen​tine'​s for the whole​ class​?​ Yes, of course!

Do you care if the groun​dhog sees its shado​w or not? Nope! F the Groundhog

What did you recei​ve for Valen​tine'​s day? A little frog holding a heart!

What did you give for Valen​tine'​s day? Nothing I don't think

☆♥☆MA​RCH☆♥​☆

Are you Irish​?​ No

Do you like corne​d beef and cabba​ge?​ No

What did you do for St Patri​ck'​s Day?Don't remember

Are you happy​ when winte​r is prett​y much over?​ Yes I love the stormy weather

☆♥☆AP​RIL☆♥​☆

Do you like the rain?​I love rainy days, they are so relaxing

Did you play an April​ fool'​s joke on anyon​e this year?​ Nope!

Do you get tons of candy​ for Easte​r?​ No

Do you celeb​rate 4/​20?​ Uh yes, thats the address to my bedroom thanks to Lisa

Do you love the month​ of April​?​ Um sure!

☆♥☆MA​Y☆♥☆

What is your favor​ite flowe​r?​ Birds Of Paradise

Do you celeb​rate May 16th:​ Natio​nal Pierc​ing Day? Nope, but I should get a prize!

Is May anyth​ing speci​al to you? Not really

☆♥☆JU​NE☆♥☆​

What year did/​will you gradu​ate from high schoo​l?​ 2006, if i had graduated, but i got my G.E.D.

Have a favor​ite baseb​all team?​ Not really

☆♥☆JU​LY☆♥☆​

What did you do on the 4th of July?​ Avoid Lauren. ..... which one LISA! haha, me? we won't talkin then i don't think so prolly so!

Did you go to the firew​orks?​ Yes

☆♥☆AU​GUST☆​♥☆

What was your favor​ite summe​r memor​y of '08? Going across the country

Did you have a sunbu​rn?​ At some point prolly so

Did you go to the pool a lot? No

Did you do anyth​ing fun durin​g this month​?​ Went to Washinton State

☆♥☆SE​PTEMB​ER☆♥☆​

Are you atten​ding colle​ge/​schoo​l?​ No

Do you like fall bette​r than summe​r?​ No

What happe​ned this month​?​ Um....

☆♥☆OC​TOBER​☆♥☆

What was your last Hallo​ween costu​me?​ Robin bitch!

What is your favor​ite candy​?​ Candy Corns

What was your favor​ite thing​(​s)​ about​ this month​?​ I can't really say it on here!

☆♥☆NO​VEMBE​R☆♥☆

Who'​s house​ did you go to for Thank​sgivi​ng?​ Aunt Nancys in Richmond

Did you vote in the 2008 elect​ion?​ Yes, OBAMA HAHA WE DID IT!

Do you love stuff​ing?​ Yes

Anyth​ing speci​al in this month​?​ Closer to Xmas..

☆♥☆DE​CEMBE​R☆♥☆

Do you celeb​rate Chris​tmas?​ Yes

Have you ever been kisse​d under​ the mistl​etoe?​Not a real kiss no! :-(

What do you want this year?​a baby <---- Me too lol j/k.... ( HAHAHAHAHA LISA)

What do you love most about​ Decem​ber?​ The christmas decorations, the amount of pregnancies this month has me weak omg

Monday, August 25, 2008

* First Things First *

Well, I have finally gotten caught up within myself to start a new/cont. a blogger account.

This summer, where do I begin!

The summer is coming to a close, quickly. It is now August 25. Feels like just yesterday that the kids were getting out of school half-day and excited to finally be on summer vacation, but yet now they return to their books here in about a week.

It has been party after party, relaxing after relaxing. The summer birthdays were alot of fun, Lisa had hers, Jessica turned 21, Dylan, Grace, and Craig, they all have celebrated in style. Jessica went out to the bars after a nice dinner at Outback, Lisa went out to the bars, Dylan parited it up at G-mas. While Grace and Craig had a cookout with friends and family. Next to come will be Mary Ann, then the summer will be gone!!

The best part about this summer, was a trip to Washington state to see Myke. Lisa and I flew out on Aug. 6 and returned to the beach on Aug.11, we had a blast! The Thursday after we got there, I was sick for the most part of the day, but then got my ass in gear and went out to the local fair. Lisa got her a man beating stick and a few other things, haha, and we enjoyed watching the motorcross riders. Much of which were some youngsters, too cute!! Friday night we just went around town and saw much of the rivers, and city of Portland, OR. We had some BOMB ass food at this food festival, Lisa had some chicken and Mac N Cheese, while Myke and I grubbed down on some beans and ribs! Saturday however, we went to this bar called Envy (coincidence) and we partied down!! Open bar, thanks to Myke, and the dance floor, and girls in heels and guys in suits. We had a blast, didn't get as drunk as we were thinking we would get, but owell. It was soooo much fun and we didn't want it to ever end. But we had to get home! So in the passing of being awake for 7 hrs. we were finally back home! It was really wierd, we left there at 8:30a.m. and got home at 7:00p.m. and had only been awake for a short period of time!!! We went back to the future!

This summer also has had some downfalls to it, well many downfalls. Most heart wrecking was the loss of my baby girl Missy. She had been doing so good, then back in May I got a phone call from Kim, where she had been staying, and Kim said Missy was on her way out. Mom, Lisa and I went and picked her up and took her to our vet. The vet told us that she had a skin reaction, and that she wasn't dying. Next thing I know 2 months later, Missy was diagnosed with Sarcoptic Mange! It is a type of scabies for dogs. So at this point my baby was miserable! No idea where this came from, and no idea where we would be after this point!! Not knowing what it would do to her, we treated her for it, to rid of it. Well, next thing we know Missy was going down hill, and fast! She started to loose all her weight, and body mass. She would weaze and stay up all night having a hard time breathing. It got too bad, and so I took her to the Emergency Vets office. After waiting a few hours they told us they wanted to run a bunch of tests on her, and see how she was the next morning! Well the next morning we didn't get the results we wanted to hear! Missy had thrown up blood in the middle of the night, and so the vet said that she would probablly need to be put down, that there was nothing else we could do for her. So Jessica, my mom and I went up to say our goodbyes! It was literally the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. That was my bestfriend! I can't even really complete this paragraph, lol. I miss her so much, more than anything in the world. I need her now, so that I have somone by my side. She was there thru everything, and I neglected her for the last year or so, but if she only knew that I had to do what I had to do. I wish I could have spent every waking moment with her, and never spend a night away! But at least I got a few months with her, I got to spend time with her that I didn't think at first I would have. That dog was a part of my family, and a part of alot of my friends too. We all miss her, and wish she was here right now but we know she isn't hurting anymore, and that she is in a better place! With that being said. I am going to move on.

Angels mom passed away last Saturday! I wish I never had to see that family the way they were. Ms. Cynthia gave us all 4 very loving, kind, warm hearted daughters that could NEVER be replaced. They open their hearts, and homes to anyone who needs them. And those kids man, there is nothing to say about them cept that I love them with all my heart. I have had a chance to watch them grow into young men, and Ki ki to a beautiful young lady! And I hope that there are many more years to come with these. Ms. Morad was very sick, and unfortunately passed. She will be truley truley missed!! R.I.P. Cynthia Morad!

Mary Ann, Dylan and I went up to Richmond for Sonyas memorial. It has been 10 years! I can't believe it has been that long already! Feels like yesterday we got that phone call. God she was amazing. She was loved by so many. Unfortunately, I didn't get to know her too well, but I will be damned if she hasn't made a big impact on my life and the way I live it. She was so kind and gentle with everyone, and would do anything for anyone! She was always smiling, and wanting to have a good time. And I think thats how EVERYONE should be! There is no reason to be ugly or mean to one another, no reason at all. People take life for granted and just don't understand how short it really can be!

This year has been very difficult for alot of us, many going thru different situations, and hard times. But we have all tried to stick together, and pull thru them.

I am going to end this with saying Until Next Time......................